In the past five months since I officially “deleted”, and the few months before that, a lot of things changed that caused me to just not really consider myself a “fan” of hers anymore. I made my blog to appreciate the Savannah that used to be super sweet and message me, and things changed over time. She changed. I changed. And that’s 100% okay. Change is a part of life. I knew I wouldn’t run this blog forever. It’s better this way anyway. I like that I don’t feel like I’m intruding on their lives anymore or taking away their privacy and I especially like that I’m out living my own life now that I’ve moved to Texas and don’t hate everybody in my town and for once in my life, I’m happy. I’m not saying that running this blog made me unhappy, it didn’t at all, but towards the end of the time I ran it I was spending so much time running it because it got really popular and I wasn’t really taking time to take care of myself… I think part of the reason my anxiety spiraled out of control was because I put a lot of stress on myself by trying to reply to hundreds of messages and manage school and everything and I just couldn’t. And so in a way, this blog really did kind of mess up my life. But now that it’s deleted and I have so much more time to focus on myself and my well-being, I’m doing so much better.
I would also like to let people know that I don’t think Savannah is a horrible person whatsoever. I just grew up a lot from when I started running this blog, and that’s mostly what made me want to delete.
Also, I do not, nor would I ever, start a hate blog for her (or anybody else for that matter). I’m not a hateful person at all.
Feel free to keep in contact with me on my personal blog:
I would prefer that you didn’t ask me any questions about her anymore seeing that it’s been five months since I deleted and I don’t really even know much about her and her friends anymore since I don’t stay updated on their lives… I kinda just stay updated on my life and I’m honestly a lot happier that way :)
Thanks for being such amazing followers for the time I ran this blog :)